Sunday, May 12, 2013

Is he ? Does he??

So lately Leo has been really good we have been talking more. and I finally told him that I have cancer. And he did care. everybody was right lol. But the thing is, is that I still worry about if he is going to cheat on me. he has never cheated on me but for some reason I have a feeling. usually when a girl thinks her boyfriend or girlfriend is cheating on her they are usually right. Its frustrating that I think this but I do. ugh.. when things are finally going right I have to ruin it by thinking this stuff. Im not going to ask him because then he will think that I don't trust him. But I do. It may not seem like it because im thinking this way but I really do. anyways this past Saturday he text me and was like its because you love me that's why.. so was he trying to say he loves me or no.. my friend Bianca said it was but my other friends said no. so I don't know what to do. it kind of freaked me out a little. I don't know why though. well im going to stop rambling about Leo...... Just to let everybody who reads my stuff im in high school if you couldn't tell. anyways if you have an opinion about him cheating can you leave a comment. that would be great. anyways im going to the movies so bye... <3. I will write tomorrow.

Thursday, May 9, 2013

DO I TELL HIM ?

okay so I'm not good at starting attention grabbers. so I am just going to get right into it. When Leo(my boyfriend) and I got together I thought that it was the best thing that has ever happen to me. the first 3 months were great. he was respectful, kind funny, easy to talk to. But I want to know what happened to the guy I feel in love with. I don't believe that people can change for the worst. But Leo is making me rethink that. Now I cant talk to him about anything. We really don't talk a lot. All he talks about is working out and football (which he doesn't even play!!!!) just recently I found out that I have cancer. its not the worst kind of cancer but it is cancer. most of my friends know about it like Anna, Janie, and Rose, Chris, Luke, etc... But im scared to tell Leo. I feel like he wont care. everybody is like he will but for some strange reason I have a feeling that he will leave. im not saying that all the time with Leo is bad but recently it has been. well I feel like im going on and on so im going to end it here. till next time.:)

My life changed

He loves me, he loves me not he loves me, he loves me not HE LOVES ME! at least I think he does.... hi my name is Brooke and I love him but sometimes I don't know about him. Here let me rewind and tell you our background.... We met 2 years ago when he had a girlfriend (who was one of my really good friends.). So I talked to him a couple of times here and there and got to know him. I didn't see him as anything except a friend. But that all changed the day he kissed me when he was still dating his ex-girlfriend. that's when my whole world changed from being simple to very very complicated.






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